why our problems never go away... why do we have to face problems and suffer from them... why? why? why? everytime we solve one problem, another will come. if it's not money, it's the children.. if not that, it's work-related... n if not that, it's the car.... then there's the problem with the spouse or girlfriend (for those lucky dudes)...
i mean, if you stop and start thinking about it, our lives are just a bunch of problems and the solving of those goddamn problems.... admittedly, some problems are bigger than others... but no matter how small the problems are, they are still problems that need to be solved... n problem-solving takes time (definitely)... and money (sometimes)... and worse of all, in my humble opinion, takes the spirit out of you.... and the worse offenders are health-related, legal ones and the problems of the heart... such problems are just sooo difficult to handle... i'm the first to admit that when such problem arise, i would immediately lose focus, my hands tremble, my spirit's down... n my interest in anything just vanish.... i ask myself.. "does this happen to anybody else?"
when u are faced with "big" problems, the spirit in you grows thin... and this can be dangerous.... when the spirit is sparse, anything can happen... and now basically you do not have the care in the world anymore... u can kill, u can turn bad, u can walk away from your family, u can just.. vanish!!!!
now the problem with this is that, even if u vanish, the problem stays.... it might not be the same exact problem, but it definitely can turn into something even bigger.... URGHHHHH!!!!!
now what do we do?
accept problems as part of life? shall we adopt a "take it as it comes" attitude? shall we care less and die young?
